OMG.

I hate this fucking week.....

I had a job interview on sunday. They denied me on wednesday...Ooo Here's the kicker

They denied me through the mail.

So they already made up their minds like monday morning/afternoon.

I hate this bullshit.

It's a regular job I have no real authority. Just a regular pegular job. I have to take a life test and all types of bullshit. The thing that pisses me off is that you go to certain places and the workers there are lazy kiss ass motherfuckers. Then when you apply you can't get a job!?

I'm really about to sell drugs or something.

This is too much pressure and requirements for a job mentally retarded people can do with ease. Am I wrong? Bullshit people hire more bullshit people.

If I ask for a job in person they tell you to apply online....

BLANK STARE

WTF?!?!?!

The job industry is all types of fucked up.

*They want experience [I'm 20 what experience do you want]

* They'll take non experienced workers for FREE [Interns] and we think its a good idea, but whats wrong with paying us? Not like the professionals but some pay would be nice. That's just another way of free work.

PHUCK YOU. Imma play filthy now and just find some friends that work or parents the have high positions and get a job.

I can't stand fake phony ass people.

I think sometimes people are intimidated my me. Like they're scared....which is true. People don't approach me I approach them ALL THE TIME. Maybe I give off this Bitch vibe.

Idk.

Everytime I go ito a Barnes and Noble imma be extra salty. Fling books wherever I feel and steal them too.

I JUST DON'T GIVE A FUCK

A Rainy Day.

It rained. I had flats on. The Stupidity.

Aww Feeling kinda rejected right about now. I had an interview at City Island. It was part time and 11 dollars an hour. I failed miserably. It was making wire wrapping Jewelry which I think is so cool. Basically I just followed what she did and if I picked up quickly....

TAAADAAA I would get the job.

Simply right? the odds were against me.

* She was right handed, I'm left handed [You ever try mimic someone and the opposite side you are bound to fumble]

*My glasses broke, I'm blind without them. Im working with little ass beads.

I didn't get the job and had to proceed to get my ass home. Defeated.

She did say she liked my outfit. I liked it too.

Anyways back to the drawing board..........literally

Anyways I'm trying to learn how to do curly hair and afro curls and "ethnic" hair. All these tutorials are straight and wavy. I'm gonna havve to teach myself once again.

Goodnite.