Oh, It Won't Be Long, You Will Grow Strong, Up, Up and Away

I think I found my song to sum up 2008.

I think the "him" is not necessarily a person, well for me at least.

Just the growing pains and just healing and learning new things as I get older. So for 2008 my theme song is Death by Chocolate by Sia.

[btw kinda ironic her holding Ms.Piggy]

Kinda weird I find my song in December lol.

Here's her performing it in Dallas

I find the best songs, that relate to me are the ones with the biggest message in a few words.

They repeat over and over until you finally feel it.  

Like really recognize and connect to what you're saying.....

I'm trying find out some New Year's Resolutions...

My own countdown for the year too

Blackberry Storm

I knew this was going to happen....

My sister and my love wants this phone.

Its 200 each.....

He already sold his iPhone. I personally think the iPhone is still better...but watevs

They're not going to listen to me anyway.

The Blackberry is shiny and BRAND NEW!!!

So I decided to jus put him on our plan. MUHAHAHHAAA 

Verizon is nice and all but that shit expensive to start up. Plus sometimes they have like back up fees. When taking a new customer....

Aww Christmas.

Oggle the video....

I picked this one cause his voice is nice LOL

Christmas is coming....BITCHES!!!

It's 2 in the morning but I could care less people It's December 1st and my brain is twitching....

Sugar Origami Boots

I just got these today they're so cute. fits perfectly too. I am about to give up shopping outside and buy shit from the internet. God know I'm sick of searching for one of kind stuff that represents me just to have some bitch stalk and harass me so she can get the same thing. In the same damn color!!!

I remember when Vans were "in" and I got a pair not the checkered kind but one with outlines of roses and graph pattern beneath it. I love those shoes still wearing them too. I bought way up in the Palisades Mall...
I this girl had them on in the same color a 2 months later...
like WTF???
really....you needed it that bad.
She knew she did something bad cause she wouldn't dare wear them around me.

Like grow some backbone and wear what you love. People wait til someone else has it so they're not alone. Anyways it was like 45$ not bad and the inside is kind of furry. I'm going to wear them with my tights since I put a hold on buying jeans since they don't fit me rite or my body is weird and I need to lose weight watevs....
*munches on a donut****
My shirt is shipped out too.
This is like Christmas......FOR ME muhahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaahahahahaaaa * cough * cuff* hyack* muhahahahahahahaaaaaaaa

alrite im done for the nite.















We ate that sonofbitch after this pic was taken....

Jeremy Scott Adidas [Sweet]

I will personally be YOUR slave when someone get this for me when they drop.....
I was literally drooling

I am not the sneakerhead type but when I see something I like, I will not stop til I get it.

Once I saw the DINOSAUR JRs Nike and I didn't buy sneakers until I found my size and a good price. I waited a year.....

I DON'T PLAY

****Official Christmas List Nominee***

Ugh..

I have to work today. blah I just wanted to stay in and I need to stay, IDK how this is going to work. I'm going to splurge on myself when I get home tonite or maybe tomorrow. I need another job quickly.

I need these in my life.

Converse XX Hi in all Black Mono. 70$

... they have them in red , white and black. I am feeling the black mono....I'm going to order these maybe I'll pick a different color. Christmas is coming and I need to get my shit together...A lot of people on my list. This year I am only getting ONE good present for each person. Joshua is the exception, he wanted to lavish me with gifts I don't mind as long as they're the right gifts LOL.


I am going to the movies tomorrow and eating bad shit for my body. Oh wells...
Hang out with the best friend and have fun....for once

My Christmas List

RUBBER DUCK sportysnowjoggers in shiny blue

100$

Ipod Touch 16gb
300$

I know Apple has some crusty ass headphones, so I need some beautiful hadphones to go with my iPod.



Wii and all the trimmings


I love stocking every since I was little and I'm glad to see they're in style yay!
Hue, ASOS, Target, whatever I love them all....I want some paisley prints one like Anne Sui
Supra NS Strapped in Red Patent....They're so ugly and cute at the same time
175$
Mini MUNNY Mobile

29.95$


Art Supplies to actually customize this beauty and those Soopa Toys which have been chilling in my mom's room since April....SMH

* Super Sculpey
*Sanding Sponge
*Airbrush Paints
*paintbrushes

I can go on and on......

stay tuned for more christmas wishing....

I will put up my decorations tomorrow