Paper Tongues [Sweet]

I like this song a lot. like a lot a lot. The lead singer is feeling his shit, which makes you feel like "yeah, fuck yeah I would go to California, I like this song"




Blast it. People blast it. It sounds better that way. Rock Music needs some decibels so turn the little knobby thing. Knobby. I like that word it sounds weird.

Its simple and delicious. 2010 is going to br a good year of music. I can not take anymore bootydoo and new york is plundering rite about now musically. I mean come on, be honest it's been some time since we had a star and not a celebrity. Fat Joe, no one asked you to represent the Bronx. I like you take no offense, but you slipping you went to the south and try to make it "poppin" there. It failed. You're dumb.

Were they lying in that song?
....If I can make it there I'll make it anywhere.... umm down south down south??

SMH

Okay...A small late nite rant. Back to the subject yeah

I like their name Paper Tongues, sounds all dry and unmoist. Reminds me of cottonmouth when toking and smoking....ahaha you get it? okay very good moving on.

Jus play it over.

I'm Good[Sweet]

Its sideways *shrugs, scratches butt*

Hey nigglets, Its been awhile, a long while and I know, I know, how weird of me not to post on some bullshit going on in my life. Honestly, there's been some serious shit going on in my life and God was testing my faith to the fullest. I really didn't feel like writing for the simple fact that I really didn't feel inspired by anything going on. 

Today I was inspired and now I'm back on my grind being my shitty, funny, unapologetic self. I will slowly tell ya'll the nitty gritty when I'm comfortable but until then we'll act like the last two months I was posting my ass off lol

Let the Games Commence

p.s. FUCK you satan, that is all

Miscommunication.Wash. Repeat.

I think Saturday Night was a turning point for me and I'm excited to see where this adventure will take me. I don't wanna jink things just yet.

I honestly thought Adam was a controlling man and I wasn't waiting for the abusive parts. I figured out why he was acting funny and the sudden switch to his persona. He had feelings. Boys. I swear to GOD they make everything more complicated than it is. You're acting like a jackass because you figured out you really like me, maybe even love me. Pure stupidity, but then again when have I acted normal when smitten with someone.

Saturday nite we were suppose to go out. I got caught up, I still wanted to meet him but I didn't know If I would make it. He got scared and thought something had happened to me. He then proceeded to call up his goons and Lawdhavemercy. It wasn't helping that I wasn't picking up the phone and hanging up on him. Then my phone picked up and he heard a man he never heard before and then he really got paranoid. I really thought his recent behaviour was signs of an abusive man. I really wasn't ready for a Chris "takeyoudown" Brown.

Le sigh*

Moving on, I would like to make a public announcement. Rihanna is the only thing I look to forward to. Can we step out the box fashion wise? This is for all the upcoming celebrities and current ones I'm looking at. Please you have money and no real responsibility. They have all this cool shit designers are designing for people unike me (people with money and fame) and ya'll are opting to wear jeans and a tshirt EVERYDAY! Get interesting. If I wanted to look at pretty long hair bitches with sparkly dresses in my sight all the time I would go to the Barbie aisle in TOY R US. Thank you That is all.

Tee Hee

I like someone a lot. Its strange how things change....

Hello!

I need a favor to ask. Any of you guys know of a good studio?

Shit!

I have to repost the flickr pics from the photoshoot....this dude took them down ugh...

Funny Bitches [Bitter/Sweet]

I think people are angry at me and not because I did some dumb shit towards them. They get mad at me cause I do what I please and not what people expect me to do. I'm not easily subdued by bureaucratic bullshit and diplomacy. Its not built in me. In a way I understand. Things people work hard to obtain I usually get it without really trying and If I actually give a damn, no one will remember your ass. People try so hard to get at me without really getting at me. Which is funny to me. Just say your peace to my face and leave me be. Maybe its my blank stare. Here's a tip for all you lovely people

Anytime someone has some stigma against you, kill them kindness and not fake kindness genuine kindness. This shit pisses them off even more cause they have nothing against you. When you get angry you showing them that you care and you shouldn't because you should be focus on you and your interests.

...I know I know

Here's an example.

I was wearing my white wig and some hot ass outfit looking like a M.O.B. photoshoot. I show up and the girls are looking at me like I'm crazy. Secretly giggling and staring me down. I brush it off cause people have been smirking at me since birth, two years later they're wearing the same shit I was wearing 2 years ago. The thing that made it icing is there "boyfriends" are ready to scoop me up like ice cream. This one dude was staring so hard I felt uncomfortable. The Giggle Twins realize what's really going on and the giggling stops, now I can feel the tension in the air. I'm just vibing with the guys cause they mad cool. All of a sudden Giggle Twins' power must of deactivated cause now they want to be friends.......mmmmmhmmmm [BTW I'm not a thieving chicka. I don't believe in cheaters and I don't need to become one]

"People say things thinking other people are thinking it, when they know they don't even believe it themselves"

- Sumra 13, sister

Like people jus say well she's Shoshannah. LOL I'm my own adjective.

Someone approached me and commented on me and said "Shannah is one hand painted pink and the other white? [insert dumb giggle here]"

Let's evaluate.

I purposely painted my nails those colors. I didn't paint them in the dark and realized when I went outside I realized that I have committed a crime worthy of imprisonment.

You pointing it out does not make it funny. If anything you sound stupid because you know they're pink and white cause you said so, why ask the question?

My answer to this dumb question after these commercial breaks...


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I simply did my "Uraslowbitch" face and said "....umm yeah" and turn my head towards someone worth my interest.


At the end of the day don't let anyone make you feel bad for being yourself.

Tattoo.

No one told me you would itch so bad.....

But I dear not scratch you. You feel like braille.

New York Weather.

It's Hot, I want a popsicle.

Damn If only I can enjoy it.

I have to bite mines........

Perverts

"You know what kind of foods are shaped like Dicks?, The Best Kind"

-SuperBad

Myspace.

Ur like that bill I won't pay. Even though the bill collectors call.....

I jus' hang up. I will pay you some attention some day.

CrayolaRoseArt.

Got my nails done.....don't judge me jus finished washing the dishes....Ashtastic

This is where I stopped cause I have no paint **sigh*

I can't get into to twitter apparently there is too many twits and tweet and a flutter. I haven't really gotten into to it but I will. I see you william.....

BTW where are all the guys on these blogs. I see bitches everywhere but no dudes. If I do see one he's telling bout his fresh kicks and the same shit everyone else is talking bout. *sigh*

Anyways I'll keep trying......

Oh if you wanna follow it's at the sidebar.

Hmm I had a chit chat with Joshua and he went before and loved the place. I updated the Dinosaur post with pics. Different Strokes for different folks. They made reservations for thursday....

I have a free thursday.

Flowing Reds,

Nana

Roses Smell Like Boo......

You Betta wake up and smell the roses 'fore I shove them up your ASS!

-Qaadir Howard

Welp.

It's 2:36 in the morning and what am I doing up I have no fucking idea. Well I finished my fifth day of exercising and shit. Kudos for me I'll def keep this shit up. It feels invigorating. I can't do diets LOL Food is too fucking devious, With all the sweet smells and what not.

I want the fit body like Bey with a little jiggle. You slap it and you feel the "Good Vibrations"

Imma go download that song....

Goodnite [say it like JAY Z]

Heavy Flows

Right on Time....

Just a thought

Is it me or do African women always have someone to talk to? Someone is always calling their cellphones non-stop. They always answer it, in the midst of any activity. IDK LMAO....

A Reflection

I mean by nature I love to help people out. Not like helping old ladies find a seat [God knows I don't give a fuck and on a bad day i don't give a fuck where you sit MY rump is properly seated], but helping the people I care about. Like if you got no money I'll give it to you willingly without any delay and don't even expect that shit back. Or if you can't make it somewhere I'll try to. Just always looking out for people. So I was wondering if people are doing the same for me?

I mean, we all wonder....

Are you doing this for me?

Or are you doing this for me cause in the end you benefit too?

Or your ass gotten use to my "nice" behavior that it just turned into my "behavior" and when I don't put your ass into consideration I'm acting out of place.....

jus sayin'

It's a thought that ran through my head. Maybe I'm overanalyzing once again...

Oooo I just realized something about myself [bear with me I'm only 20. I have a lot to discover]

When I'm fed up with shit I never seem to just quit like in the heat of the moment. I just continue whatever I was doing and like after I've come to my conclusion my ass jus leaves..

LEAVES

Like I have no warnings [well if your good at body language I guess you can tell]

I just stop and go on with my life. Now I don't don't know if that's a good or bad thing but its a thingy for sure.

It may seem abrupt and SO random but it really isn't my ass just didn't tell you about it

Update.

OOooo I can't wait for a new hairstyle. I mean I am sick of the black hair it's easy to do and shit but my ass is itching like a crackhead for a new 'Do.

I need some color it's March the sun is out.

I bought some black lipstick....

PAUSE

I kno I know, like wtf?! Black Lipstick...

But I wore with some glitter...It was sexy I think that's gonna be my look for a while I'll give you people pictures when I'm done with the new hair and makeup.

Do I just attract DUM-DUMS?

"She the only black girl in that group; she's pretty for a dark skin girl"

I'm having a very hard time not getting upset at everything. I mean I can always control the way I act but I can't control what I get upset at.

What can you do, rite?

It's not like I'm Chris Browning Bitches.

But that comment was the fucking icing on my shit pie cake.

You those people who looked like they were bullied when they were younger. They grow up and now they're normal, almost cool. The're still holding grunges and feel like they're so different and basically forcing out every joke, with every fiber trying to BE different instead of being themselves....Yeah

People always think I overanalyze shit too much but I'm just seeing what you're not seeing.

Go with your gut feeling [not your hormones or ur brain just your guts]

That comment was just said to get a rise out of people to start some shit to get some attention.

It just confirms that you have low self esteem and issues to fix. I will not be the one to do so. By acting like you didn't hear anything pisses them off to the very core.

Going back to the bully situation. Now kids are cruel but sometimes they see shit we don't see.

I wish we were kids again I would personally enjoy seeing that dog get knock the fuck out.

.......I'll just wait a couple of months and hear what I said on the first day.

Why These People?! [Bitter]

Why do men think that just because I flash you a smile [in your direction] doesn't mean that my other set of lips are smiling too?

Yes bish that set of lips has teeth too.

Salty? yes Sodium filled

Goodnite.

Dude, Dishes are Done!

Oooo My edges are on point LOL

Haven't posted nothing cause it was a blah blah week.

Slumdog Millionaire was good and the soundtrack.

Still need to catch up with my Discipleship homework. ugggghhh.

I'm lazy/ who cares.

It's the last day of February.

Bout to eat iHop with the family and then shop.

I have a new personality It's Gangsta Bitch Barbie.

I got tired of everyone claiming Barbie knowing damn well....

First of all.

Be Pretty. I don't know any Barbies that are facially challenged

Two. If you're not eclectic , imaginative and smart, then call it a wrap. I'm sorry but Barbie has been a housewife, butterfly, pregnant, married, divorced, doctor, princess,etc.

H&M, Forever 21 and photobucket tools does not make up for point # 2

I'm still working on my resolutions, the only person on the planet who still is LOL

I'll give an update soon.

So Hopefully March will be interesting. In like a Lion....