The Perfect Matte Pink Lipstick

Ugh this has been on my agenda for some time now but I just haven't gotten around to it. I'm looking for that matte bright bubblegum lipstick. Nothing fushcia or too deep.

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Chester French: A Review

I hanven't done an Album/Mixtape review since Lady Gaga. I really haven't been on on music shit in awhile. Btw I'm sick of bitches using Lady Gaga quotes for their away AIM messages, Facebook and Myspace Status and fucking Twitter. Its gets old real quick, QUICK.

Okay I love this album it has a flowing concept and is actually executed well unlike Lupe Fiasco's The Cool [The album is tough but that concept did not flow] I like the skits like Kanye. It a really good album I didn't feel like skipping anything which is weird for me. I always play it through the first time, but you still get the feeling to skip some shit even though you don't. It has all my favorite artists. Here's where it gets sticky.

A. Do I actually like Chester French?

OR

B. Do I like the Collaborations? Am I really focusing on them?

So I found out they wrote and produce all the songs. Which is really good cause WTF would of pop up if they didn't. With all the collabos and glitter. So they actually have talent. Whew. Pharell signed them and I hope they do better than Teyana Taylor. Where the hell is she, Is she fluffing her hair somewhere? No one is googling her [low blow, lol] So thumbs up for Chester French.

I need some ENDURANCE summer is coming and my ass ain't ready.

I'm not gonna rate this one. It's wasn't a date more like a social gathering I'll wait for their album. [BTW I've been saying album its a mixtape, too lazy to edit]

BOYS.[Bittersweet]

I have been thinking about this for some time now. I'm voicing my opinion and I would love to hear you guys opinion too. It's about men or really boys. I'm not blaming boys for this and that I'm blaming mothers.

Yes there is a HUGE lack of fathers but just like everything else in nature you adjust. Natural selection and Survival of the fittest.

How many times have I heard "Men ain't shit" and all the other bullshit women put up with. I've had my front row seat to many disasters and such. Yet when these women have boy children instead of growing up your son for a woman you grow them up for yourselves. Mothers baby their sons and handicap them for the world.

Some of you may have had experiences where things you wouldn't get away with your brother would.

Example.

My grandma was a strict woman and she knew how to keep house all of us would know how to clean every single room, but when it came to the bathroom my cousin Jason would have leniency.

For what? He's a man and that's a woman's job.

WTF?

She would baby my cousin because he is a man and she is supposed to take care of him as a woman. Nothing is wrong by supporting your man and being by his side, taking care of him and such. My grandma is totally right in viewing it that way. Here's the problem that leads us to the bullshit. He isn't YOUR man. He isn't grown, he isn't going to fill that gap that many men before didn't do.

I know I opening a can of worms but its the truth and many of these mothers don't wanna hear it. Your son is not your man. You grow your children for the world and not for yourselves.

I didn't understand the reason he shouldn't clean the bathroom. He uses it. He demands it be clean yet and still he won't clean it?

To this day he will get away with things I will always get chastise even though we are doing the same exact thing.

My grandma is the OD christian and I watch the music I play around. My cousin Jason will blast Hot 97 playing birthday sex and she will act like she doesn't speak that language. I play some pop music and I will never hear the end of it.

Some women will never find the man they want and hear they have the oppurtunity to make a man of their son. To bless the world with a real man, to make a partner for someone, to make a father. What do they do? They become selfish and subconsiously treat their son like precious gifts because they're the only male that will STAY.

How many times have you seen boys slide and get off easily while his sisters get the full extent of punishment without mercy. Boys who are babied and given everything. Boys who do absolutely nothing with their lives and their mothers willingly let them stay in her house FOREVER. [If it was a woman living this long with her mother, that mother would of open her mouth a long tome ago]

They become these selfish, self absorbed, people. They expect the same treatment that they got from their mother from girlfriends and lovers.

I will make this a continuing post like a little segment or some shit cause this is really bugging me. I will discover the meaning. The reason. If you got any opinions plz drop 'em. I will take them all in consideration.

OMG Why?

Why do men date women with children [nothing is wrong with that] and show so much love and attention to the children. Yet and still they have their own children and forgot what they look like?

Why do people dress their little kids in hard leathers and jordans knowing that they're kids?

Why do they girls with the most stretchmarks on her lower back [We all have strechmarks ] always have the lowrider jeans?

Why are you wearing baggy leggings and you walk like a lego block and you boxers are showing and they're kinda see through so I'm seeing ass cheeks....Is that cute in your mind?

Why do girls continue to slick down hair and making long ponytails knowing that all they're sides are gone? [now is the time for that famous bang haircut]

You have any things that are befuddling you?

Wisdom Tooth: What is so Wise?

All the way at the back the little gap.

Now in the 2nd pic I pulled my cheek back that little dangling thing connected to my cheek it is my GUMS!!!! It lifted off. EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!My wisdom tooth is growing on my left side and its disgusting. I went into the mirror to and took a flashlight. You know towards the end of your gums your cheek is connected to it. well the top part of my gum is lifting off and still connected to my cheek and I can see the imprint of my tooth rising up. My cheek is swollen and I keep biting the inside when I eat. What the fuck? I have enough teeth. I mean do I really need a fourth molar?

I'm 20. I thought I was done with the tooth saga?

A Rainy Day.

It rained. I had flats on. The Stupidity.

Aww Feeling kinda rejected right about now. I had an interview at City Island. It was part time and 11 dollars an hour. I failed miserably. It was making wire wrapping Jewelry which I think is so cool. Basically I just followed what she did and if I picked up quickly....

TAAADAAA I would get the job.

Simply right? the odds were against me.

* She was right handed, I'm left handed [You ever try mimic someone and the opposite side you are bound to fumble]

*My glasses broke, I'm blind without them. Im working with little ass beads.

I didn't get the job and had to proceed to get my ass home. Defeated.

She did say she liked my outfit. I liked it too.

Anyways back to the drawing board..........literally

Anyways I'm trying to learn how to do curly hair and afro curls and "ethnic" hair. All these tutorials are straight and wavy. I'm gonna havve to teach myself once again.

Goodnite.

Tattoo.

No one told me you would itch so bad.....

But I dear not scratch you. You feel like braille.

Some Drawings[Sweet]

My Brother Seth
Praticing an Eye
Sasha [Anti Matter] Growlls LOL
Me. A little cartoonish

I haven't uploaded these in a millenia but here's some of my drawings from last year around this time.

Enjoy Muahz