A Reflection

I mean by nature I love to help people out. Not like helping old ladies find a seat [God knows I don't give a fuck and on a bad day i don't give a fuck where you sit MY rump is properly seated], but helping the people I care about. Like if you got no money I'll give it to you willingly without any delay and don't even expect that shit back. Or if you can't make it somewhere I'll try to. Just always looking out for people. So I was wondering if people are doing the same for me?

I mean, we all wonder....

Are you doing this for me?

Or are you doing this for me cause in the end you benefit too?

Or your ass gotten use to my "nice" behavior that it just turned into my "behavior" and when I don't put your ass into consideration I'm acting out of place.....

jus sayin'

It's a thought that ran through my head. Maybe I'm overanalyzing once again...

Oooo I just realized something about myself [bear with me I'm only 20. I have a lot to discover]

When I'm fed up with shit I never seem to just quit like in the heat of the moment. I just continue whatever I was doing and like after I've come to my conclusion my ass jus leaves..

LEAVES

Like I have no warnings [well if your good at body language I guess you can tell]

I just stop and go on with my life. Now I don't don't know if that's a good or bad thing but its a thingy for sure.

It may seem abrupt and SO random but it really isn't my ass just didn't tell you about it