Fall Findings

Look at this. *Gasps* Imagine my skintone underneath this lovely bodysuit. I would wear it without a bra. Just some pasties, black Xs. Voila! Make My Christian Grandma Proud

Sneak Peak.

Welp I did another photoshoot on sunday. My Farewell to August 2009 you will be missed LOL. It was a fun day. We went to Fulton, shot in some alley thingy, lost Adam for like 40 minutes. We went to Wendy's and had a frosty. For some reason I have to get a frosty when I'm downtown. Then we went to the seaport and had a spectacular view of the Brooklyn Bridge and the water. We just stayed right there and enjoyed the view. As soon as we entered I stopped cause it was really beautiful. We let Aaron take some pictures and we just talked and reminiscence. I felt like a New Yorker which is rare for a New Yorker LOL. We rolled a blunt, pinkberry that is my favorite flavor. Aaron took us around the back alleys and we smoked. There was this guy briskly walking home and he shot past us. Then Adam started briskly walking/running too. It was a little race, it was so funn because he kept catching up to the guy. The guy is still walking/running and Adam is catching up and beats him and cuts him off when he turns the corner. *DEAD* I was watching the whole thing from afar and I couldn't breathe. Adam touched the camera and took some shots too. It was a nice relaxing day. I'm planning on going to the beach at night before it gets too cold. It would be OD fun. Ill upload the rest of the pics later. Also Ill do a critique of his work cause opinions matter to me. When I do a work of art I like people's opinions....well people that matter. Ill also recap on Emily's 24 hour BBQ.

A New Day Has Come

Celine Dion and her back up singers " ...A New Day Has Come, Anew DAY haaaaassss come, Let the rain come and wash away my tears" Her cirque de soleil dancers start prancing and flipping surrounding her and her manly stance commands the stage.

still singing in the background...

Let me begin by saying this.

August was the shit.

It was full of regret and pain. It was full of love. It was the beginning of self discovery. It was REAL.

I'm not saying my whole year has been fake...but It was based on a lie and thats like the sole of some payless sneakers, bound to crumble. I was too genuine for that.

I've had time to really analyze and realize and finally move on. This summer was suppose to be magical and full of love.

It wasn't.

At one point I was blaming myself. I was wondering how did I get here. I figured it out, not entirely but most of it.

Celine open her legs wide and the longest note in history was made......She wasn't even breaking a sweat. The music stopped.

The dancers stopped dancing in amazement. It was Celine in Vegas and everyone must bow down to the glory of her voice. little cherubs were flying out her mouth and it was reported that the US economy was stable thanks to Celine's prestine and crystal clear note.

I thank my family and my new friend Adam. I still didnt get to talk bout the mystery of Adam but I will LOL. He has made me laugh so hard...sometimes you need a good laugh after such a fucked up event in life. Why do you think poor/troubled people are the funniest? They're the ones with the most pain.

Celine faints...dancers let her fall on their backs as they crawl away with her. A standing ovation across the world happens and she breaks another record for the most people in a standing ovation.

CUNY Lehman Chronicles

I'm taking 5 classes this semester.

Intro to Digital Imaging

Intro to Printmaking
General Psychology
African American Literature
Contemporary Moral Issues

The so called advisor was bout to fuck up my schedule OD and give me a bunch of gen eds but all wack ones and add art classes so it would 4 classes of garbage and maybe 1 art class.

His exact words

"You can have up to 18 credits, So you can take your the freshman block and add 2 art classes"

As soon as this dude said this the record scratched in my mind.....

this nigga is an idiot.

yea he sure is.

he's deadass advising me to take almost 16-18 credits

You just came back to school

...I know whats wrong with him?

IDK, Its either he wants you to fail or do mediocre all around.

He doesn't even know if I can handle that many classes

SMH

It's suppose to be pleasure and pain, not pain, pain some more pain and here's an advil. Oh no.

"I have to register here or can I make my schedule?"

"You can register for classes online throught your eSims.....bleh blah blah, etc"

great imma do it online cause he's lost.

yea you would be going to school 5 days a week with 3 hour gaps and dumbness

yea I know

stupid advisor what is he advising schedule suicide

good one

So after I came home and signed up for classes. He gave me a guide and requirements for the college and my major and voila. I spent a good 2 hours fixing my schedule. I like the results. Everything is connected so I can use what I learned in one class to benefit the next class. Next semester is mostly gonna be math and science cause they mesh well.

Here's the best part

I get friday thru monday off. tee hee.

I knoooooowwwwwwww. jealous?

Rich People Shop Better: Gucci Fall 2009

WTF!!!!

....I'm going to cry now. No one cares bout the skinny chick to the right. Honestly They could of done without her...She kinda making the photo ugly. Those shoes, OMG, Those shoes. I would FIND somewhere to go If I had those.....Shit.Fuck.Damn. *Growlls and curses and runs away, plotting to press some ladies in the city*

Once Again....

Alrite if these vaporize somewhere Imma get somebody lol

Shit!

I have to repost the flickr pics from the photoshoot....this dude took them down ugh...

Emotionally Flavored People[Bitter/Sweet]

I'm losing track of time.

I don't know if thats a good or bad thing.

I want to inspire people.

...... Wouldn't it be cool if people had a main attribute throughout life and you can only find out when you die. Like Love, Anger, Sadness, Happiness, Laughter, Mystery, etc. Don't you find it amazing how no matter the situation people bring the same characteristic? Some people no matter how you feel make you calm and carefree? Some people always bring happiness, even if they're not happy themselves? Then your goal in life is to get your counterpart? Happiness must find sadness to bring balance to each other? Happy people always denies sadness in their life and fake it even when they're truly not happy. Sad people can't find a way out and when happiness is there, they deny it because they're afraid. They'll balance out each other.....like ying and yang....

Some women drive men crazy.....like Erykah Badu. Did you see the Before and After of Andre 3000 and Common? She changed them for the better. That's a bad woman, even after you part ways you never really left them. Some women bring the most negative effects out of men. I was just wondering like we're all different emotions and when we get together we make a mixture. It's late, I'm listening to Lust for Life by DRAKE. It was my soundtrack for the nite. Sleep is for our conscious. Our sub conscious frolick during the nite in our dreams. If we're up, that's when our raw emotions and wants come out. That's when I get in trouble......

Balmain: Fall 2009[Sweet]

This is Awesooooooommmmeee!

Photoshoot

Here's some flickas from the photoshoot. I didn't really like them. Well try, try again.

Brothers: Movie Trailer

Blacksummers'night: A Review

BLACKsummers'night is what we've been waiting for but we didn't really knew what we were waiting for. We listen to our ipods and something is missing. Soul, some depth, I'm not talking bout all the extra. Personally for me soul, jazz and etc. are too outdated its the same shit I remember back then. It's cool for you to do the soul thing but its 2009 do what soul would sound like NOW!! Very few know how to do that and Maxwell's album satisfies what I've been missing. I never really listen to Maxwell before cause I was listening to *Nsync at the time lol. I never get a whole album based off of the first single but I did it for Maxwell. I totally thank myself for taking a chance. This album is really good. It relaxes you, and it feels like waterwaves. The lyrics are awesome. The instrumentals don't over power his voice. It's fluid none of the tracks seem out of place. It's just.......GOOD.

Favorite Tracks

Stop the World

Cold

Fistful of Tears

9 out of 10

Funny Bitches [Bitter/Sweet]

I think people are angry at me and not because I did some dumb shit towards them. They get mad at me cause I do what I please and not what people expect me to do. I'm not easily subdued by bureaucratic bullshit and diplomacy. Its not built in me. In a way I understand. Things people work hard to obtain I usually get it without really trying and If I actually give a damn, no one will remember your ass. People try so hard to get at me without really getting at me. Which is funny to me. Just say your peace to my face and leave me be. Maybe its my blank stare. Here's a tip for all you lovely people

Anytime someone has some stigma against you, kill them kindness and not fake kindness genuine kindness. This shit pisses them off even more cause they have nothing against you. When you get angry you showing them that you care and you shouldn't because you should be focus on you and your interests.

...I know I know

Here's an example.

I was wearing my white wig and some hot ass outfit looking like a M.O.B. photoshoot. I show up and the girls are looking at me like I'm crazy. Secretly giggling and staring me down. I brush it off cause people have been smirking at me since birth, two years later they're wearing the same shit I was wearing 2 years ago. The thing that made it icing is there "boyfriends" are ready to scoop me up like ice cream. This one dude was staring so hard I felt uncomfortable. The Giggle Twins realize what's really going on and the giggling stops, now I can feel the tension in the air. I'm just vibing with the guys cause they mad cool. All of a sudden Giggle Twins' power must of deactivated cause now they want to be friends.......mmmmmhmmmm [BTW I'm not a thieving chicka. I don't believe in cheaters and I don't need to become one]

"People say things thinking other people are thinking it, when they know they don't even believe it themselves"

- Sumra 13, sister

Like people jus say well she's Shoshannah. LOL I'm my own adjective.

Someone approached me and commented on me and said "Shannah is one hand painted pink and the other white? [insert dumb giggle here]"

Let's evaluate.

I purposely painted my nails those colors. I didn't paint them in the dark and realized when I went outside I realized that I have committed a crime worthy of imprisonment.

You pointing it out does not make it funny. If anything you sound stupid because you know they're pink and white cause you said so, why ask the question?

My answer to this dumb question after these commercial breaks...


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I simply did my "Uraslowbitch" face and said "....umm yeah" and turn my head towards someone worth my interest.


At the end of the day don't let anyone make you feel bad for being yourself.

Good Sleep [Sweet]

I've been going out too much lol, It's summer I'm trying to squeeze it in before school starts. It's good though but my ass never gets that good sleep.

That sleep when you don't actually know when you fell asleep.

That good sleep where you snore and you NEVER snore.

That good sleep where your pillow is soaked in saliva. and ur mouth is crusty.

That good sleep where you wake up and realized half the day is gone.

That good sleep where you don't think bout shit while lying in bed.

That good sleep where you didn't have a dream. Just blanked out.

I need me some of that good sleep.

High Times: Tricks

This is so cool. Enjoy

You a Mark Muthaphucka, I'm a Marksman

I'm only a couple of days away from bartending school and I'm mad excited.

Mini Goals

Bring in my financial Aid papers to Lehman

Fix my profile for CUNY cause it won't let me sign up for classes :/

Look bangin' for Aaron's Photoshoot. I think he's aiming for a grungy graffiti weird pretty thing.

Pick up Money from Franchesca

Finish my drawing

Learn how to do Smoke circles

Party and Bullshit

Love. Peace and SOOOUUUULLLLLL

p.s. That title really didnt have anything to do with wth im writing or that picture lol. Oh wells my blog, screw you with something hard and sandpapery, nah I love you guys

Dr.Martens x Raf Simons

I never reallly liked Dr. Martens but I would get one of these. The last on the end would be my jam. The One in the middle too. I fell in love over at High Snobiety. I love that site.