Need some inspiration....[Sweet]

I haven't been drawing :(

Lawd God, Here we go....

I went out with Franchesca and Co. to celebrate her 21st birthday which was on monday. We had some drinks then we went to a hookah bar. Everything is fine we all chillin' then another girl shows up. She's cool and I proceeded with what I ws doing ....

She talking to another friend and then she says to me.

"Do you know who SANTOGOLD is?"

"yeah, I know who is she is"

"You look like her."

I jus smile at her....because I would of made some dumb face. I was trying hard to. You know liquor let you tell the truth especially with me.

Really....

The only thing I see is that we have the same skin tone.

I could pull off a santogold but I had curly hair that nite....

SO WTF?!!

No offense to people out there.

I noticed that light skin/hispanic people jus say we look like somone and the only thing that we have in common is skin tone.

One day, some guy told my sister she looked like ESTELLE...

a short haircut and same skintone does not make you look like someone.

In fact the girl that said I look like SANTOGOLD kinda look like those PAUL Frank monkeys.

Oh wells I looked better.

Do better people, I don't run my mouth and say you look like Rihanna cause you're light skin and have a short haircut.

Here's me with straight hair....

I swear to you dumb people are like roaches.....

Sentence Enhancers

Cunt Bucket....

I mean cunt is bad already but the bucket is jus icing on the cake don't you think?

sidetrack Joshua works with a bunch of hispanic people rite.

You know how boys are....

"you gonna get some pussy?"

"fuck cheyeah, partying tonite!"

[like they sell it at the convenient store]

okay so when its a dark skinned girl ...they call it "purple pussy"

I have no idea what to say to this LOL

I mean wouldn't it be weird if I was dark all over and when you get to the "love areas" im pink as cotton candy...

 

As Chris Rocks says "It's not the Word but the context in which you use the word"

purple pussy could be a good or bad thing

Yeah but Cunt Bucket I have been using lately, people are always caught off guard with that one

.....purple is my favorite color:]]

Hmmm...

I want to delete my MYSPACE so bad, but its just there....I update my mood. Might leave a comment but for the most part, it jus tallies how many people were there. dilemmas. Dilemmas

Its like that bad habit you won't let go of....

Don't even get me started on FACEBOOK. This is the only site I actually enjoy...those screwy APPS be killing me.

This picture is how I've been feeling lately....

My face is very visual. I don't mean to do it, its just a part of me. I saw this video when I was like two. Guess what? I was doing the same thing back then...

Most likely this will also be my face for THANKSgiving, going over to Joshua's family

Let the Holidays begin.

SchizophrenicAmnesticBitchAss BITCHES!!!! [Bitter]

Fuck a Post...I'm mad lazy...I jus got this one from my old myspace blog. I wrote this back in August for Sasha. I know some of ya'll can relate [who I am kidding, MOST of ya'll will relate]

Enjoy.

Hmm... I thought I would bring this up because everyone seems to be suffering from amnesia and schizophrenia these days with some symptoms of BITCHASSNESS. As Diddy would say...

I don't understand these people going around wanting to be everybody's best friend and they're just playing the role and not actually taking this serious. I mean its just like any other hat you have to put on. You don't see your mom saying she's the best mom and she forgot to feed you for the week, and on top of that she finds a way to make it your fault "Well, you didn't remind me!". I mean come on people....DUH. I mean my sister suffered from these amnesia bitch ass niggers [yeah I said it it actually applies this time] for a while now I'm glad she took her medicine [A special home remedy consists of Lime, Gnarls Barkley's "Going On" and of course FUCK YOU BITCH]

I mean the signs are kinda obvious

1. Bitches that wanna be best friends in two weeks
2. Bitches that get amnesia when shit goes down
3. Bitches that talk shit before you even finishing saying "Goodbye"
4. These Bitches either have too much or too little self esteem 

in extreme cases they just out they fucking minds aka THE JOKER

....when I say bitch I'm not just talking about people with vaginas. I'm not sexist.

Everyone has a friend suffering from this epidemic. Break ties before they falsely accuse YOU
of this condition

But we all want to deny the plain old truth...I mean even I do it sometimes
Whatever you thought of the person when you first met them its probably the truth 

Its funny how everything wraps up back to the beginning, like a nice little package with ribbon
and bow.

...Its just sad to see whats in that package

A Rant from the Heart [Bitter/Sweet]

Why am I the odd one out cause I actually do what I feel?

Does that make me a bad person?

Or should I act one way to society and be myself at home or with a loved one?

My opinions, beliefs, feelings, are mine own. I shouldn't apologize to no one because they are strong. 

Jus because my opinions are strong doesn't mean I'm trying to shove it down your throat.

My mother raised me to have an open mind. 

She did a good job, she did it so well I'm more open-minded than her. I observe and think before I speak. I know the consequences of my actions, good and bad. I strive for what I want with a blind determination. You only get the things you think you deserve. This is not cockiness because I will pay the price and suffer to get where I want to be. When everyone's hope is dwindling that's when mine is flourishing. I will not be in a corner and let life beat the shit out of me. I'm stubborn where it sometimes hurt me, but I always listen when people critique me and although it seems sometimes I didn't take anything with me, I did. I'm emotionally guarded and I use my jokes as a shield. I'm a negative realist and its usually the truth for people around and a negative attribute for me.

You don't have to tell me what you're going through cause I already know AND no its because I'm psychic its because I observe I see your body language and when people miss things I usually pick it up. I play dumb dumb sometimes just so people really don't see the potential ....all the while I already know what you are going to do. I know I do this to protect myself, people always want to destroy what's potential in people cause they have none in themselves. I don't tell people what's going to  happen in their life because they need to go through their shit. Just like my mother watch me fuck up sometimes you have to learn through experience.

I'm still figuring out shit myself and I don't need.... 

The Church Going Woman 

first of all I would like to say FUCK YOU. You can't hold your nose over my head and tell me I'm a sinner and such. Where were you when you were 19, not church so please save the shit. You ain't fooling me and you sure ain't fooling GOD. You're suppose to guide me and yet you take your time out to judge and spew nastiness. All the meanwhile giving GOD a bad name.

Most likely you are there because you got old and no one wanted your old punani. 

I'm not talking bout the dedicated REAL women, jus whoever this applies to

The Forgetful Parents

Ya'll are the reason children hate authority. not because they love anarchy its because ya'll had the power and didn't know what the fuck to do with it. Blaming society for your sluts and deadbeat dads. You hide your colorful past and act like angels and chastise your children like you don't remember what its like to be young.   Truth will set you free. Once you are honest with your children they will respect you. They might not respect what you did but I guarantee they will return the favor. I do. So what if you use your boyfriends to pay the rent!! You did what you had to do to survive. So please don't act like you don't know what's up when your daughter is acting the same way. The thing is whether you tell us the truth or not we know already. Deep down we know, we know.

Cap'n Save Em Teachers

I hate those teachers who have nothing to do with the failure of students but are proud of me and take all credit for my achievements and As. Sipping on coffee and know you aren't trying your best. You came to Bronx to "make a difference" ...no you didn't you came because you are a new teacher and they won't hire you in white surburbia. So you'll get some experince and leave us high and dry. You don't get us and call us rowdy and a lost case. Did you take te time to relate to us? I mean I have to find a way to relate to American Culture...but you don't have to because our culture is miniscule and your culture isn't a culture but the only way to learn and live.

BTW If they make another movie bout a surburban white teacher saving some underprivileged ethnic  kids imma kill someone

Religion

I really don't like religion because you lose touch with the essence of why the religion was here in the first place and get caught up in the rituals and practices. People don't see their earthly life as something to make a change but jus a past time to the real life after death. Black christians who sit down and let whatever happen, Happen because GOD is coming. So white christians have a good earth life and after life? Fighting between religions trying to figure out which one is the right one. When at the end of the day they all have the same essence.

 A better YOU

I'm sick of the masks because I see right through them, Be yourselves people! I wouldn't like to know Life past me by because I was trying to please everyone but myself. I'm not perfect I find myself hesitating when opportunities arrive because I'm scared of reactions. Or maybe I don't want to realize the limit of my abilities. I know my weaknesses and I will make them my strengths for 2009.

...Told You So

Looky here.

I see Laura London is set to join the cast of 90210 as a potential love interest for no other than the token black guy.

Howw.....PREDICTABLE!!

Ugh I'm so tired of this bullshit. I'm sure the token black girl on Gossip Girl is just so excited when her character isn't a prop or something colorful in the background.

I was talking bout this crap around September click me for the rant.

I think.... they think we're black magnets...

If we ain't white then we gotta fuck???

If this was real life, token black dude would be wiping the floor with his dick mopping up white girls.

Don't mean to be visual but c'mon

Glad Laura London is there, She's cute AND sexy

Sugar Origami Boots

I just got these today they're so cute. fits perfectly too. I am about to give up shopping outside and buy shit from the internet. God know I'm sick of searching for one of kind stuff that represents me just to have some bitch stalk and harass me so she can get the same thing. In the same damn color!!!

I remember when Vans were "in" and I got a pair not the checkered kind but one with outlines of roses and graph pattern beneath it. I love those shoes still wearing them too. I bought way up in the Palisades Mall...
I this girl had them on in the same color a 2 months later...
like WTF???
really....you needed it that bad.
She knew she did something bad cause she wouldn't dare wear them around me.

Like grow some backbone and wear what you love. People wait til someone else has it so they're not alone. Anyways it was like 45$ not bad and the inside is kind of furry. I'm going to wear them with my tights since I put a hold on buying jeans since they don't fit me rite or my body is weird and I need to lose weight watevs....
*munches on a donut****
My shirt is shipped out too.
This is like Christmas......FOR ME muhahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaahahahahaaaa * cough * cuff* hyack* muhahahahahahahaaaaaaaa

alrite im done for the nite.















We ate that sonofbitch after this pic was taken....